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And this is my beautiful Lyfe
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful Lyfe

LyFe StOry

Monday, January 19, 2009

worrie worrie worrie

Life being soo tough as Lots Of Thing to DO..THINK..HANDLE...LEARN
soo StressFul With Work..Home..Outsiders..
Feel Like Dying

Being a Daughter
Being a Sister
Being a Girlfren
Being Myself

As I will be turning 20.. Its Seem Like all things gonna be DOUBLE n TIMEs tWo..

Recently,
i hav been thinkin abt hiim..bcoZ his Ex called hiim...(thx for Informin me) after he told me all tat my mind n heart keep Beating n Thinkin all the negative
%$$#$@$#%^.. Im SooOO Worrie....(I dun wan to lose hiim) sick n tired of Findin another One

Ydae he come late to meeT me.. as b4 e day (sat) he wen ECP wit his family... and came back late e next day afterNoon.. 4pm reached T.p.Y wit a moody n angry face.. ya i know tat it is my Words tat Make hiim angry.. I dun noe why i throw all tat stupid words tat will make Us....?????Say it witHouT thinking.. but my heart still loving hiim..

To Hiim:
DeaR im soRRy for waT i Had Say last Few weeks and daY.. I Noe i keep Saying SORRY but I come back n sayin it Again.. I Dun Want Our RelationShip To crack :( I Need You ... i tahu it my fault.. Tap I btuL2 Takut Sey.. its not easy for me to truly love sumone tat much..Or Letting hiim go... u Sendiri tahu, dulu wen U Nk mit me I keep givin lots Of reason ..n u keep waiting foR me..dear maafkan kesalahan ii ,i Byk Tuduh U Bukan2... I harap walau Mcm mane Pun u tetap sayang kan ii... i always Cry wen U mrh ii.. i tahu u pun tak nk Hubungan kite...........i Hope we Will share our good & bad Time Together k... I hav met Ur Aunty (and the ppL tat U Stay Wit) and ur own sister..im happie To know Them... n btw Dear Please dun Forget To Eat Ur Medicine TaO.. I care For You ..

iii sayyyyyaaannnng Youuuuuuu..
MmuaaccKKzzz... Going home SsoooN..Tired..Nk sleep!zzzzzz